last evening (Tuesday) I managed to hole up inside at an undisclosed location within walking distance of downtown Montpelier. actually it is the same place I spent four sleepless hours the evening before (Monday). this time around I actually slept for nine hours more or less.
was in a really foul state of mind last night before I finally got to sleep. am still feeling tired, but not as bad as I was yesterday and my mood in temporarily improved as a result of course.
the place I am holing up at night for now is merely a short term band-aid however. it will not be available to me for much longer.
all this on top of having been in extremely low-energy mode for some time now, much which is linked to what has been going on these past few months.
not sure what to do next, but am certainly grateful to at least have this as a place of last resort; as certain options that have come to mind to use, if or when the need arises, are one's I would really rather not have as my only choice(s).
am not looking forward to having to tent out or otherwise wandering the streets all night, if it comes to that, either.
have heard from a couple more people who have offered support, which is of course well appreciated by me.
more later ...
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