Norsehorse's Older Home Turf

An Even Older Personal blog of Morgan W. Brown.


Tuesday, March 30, 2004



Season of Fluidity


Ended up attending yesterday's rune study group after all, although I had to leave a little early in order to catch the last local public transit bus (site still under construction however; in the meantime, for more info go here) to where I have been staying recently.

The group discussed laguz some more, prior to moving onto ingwaz. Then I had to leave just as the group was discussing something else it had begun exploring the week previous, which I hope to be caught up on next week if possible.

The weather is excellent today, warm(er) and sunny. Spring is definitely on its way. Am going to make sure to enjoy some of it while I can, especially before it rains the rest of the week; rain we really need of course though.

Am also trying to catch up on a few things as I had been off-line for a week and a half prior to yesterday (Monday) getting some much needed rest while I could. Have been staying at one of the places I sometimes end up when it works out, will be there until Monday morning. After that I am not sure where I will end up.

May end up camping out for all I know, as there have been certain changes of late and I am no longer staying at one of the places I did as my one place of last resort when nothing else was available and which kept me from being outside at night for the last three years or so. At least the weather is warmer if the need to camp out should arise.

Just remembered though that this may not end being necessary as long as one arrangement that came my way earlier this month of a certain, very temporary, place to stay for a time continues and does not change.

My finances are going to be a major source of additional stress during the month of April, as my budget will be terribly tight, being that I am paying off all my loans and IOU's at the beginning of the month in order to free up my monthly income in latter months if at all possible.

Without going into all the boring and gory details, the way things seem to be working out as well however, I will not be able to get my usual free public transit bus pass as I had been able to do previously and cannot afford even the discounted one myself either.

Let's just say that things may become extremely fluid for me once again, at least beginning in April and maybe for a few extra months after that. The way I look at it though is I have weathered far worse during my life. This too will pass, if I manage to survive through it in one piece anyway.

Am not truly all that worried really though. Am just preparing myself for the many different possibilities -- including any and all opportunities -- that may lay ahead.